Mood 
happy-ish?
So i got a nice game of tennis in yesterday. And by nice, i mean I actucally had someone willing to play me besides my wall lol. B, bless her, decided to battle the heat to play with me. She wasn't good
at all but after about an hour or so she started to get some hits in and we got a good volley going. I got to work me legs and jump and I'm still feeling the pain!!
It's a fantasic hurt though. I'm addicted again haha. So I hope i get to play again tomorrow!
Yesterday, we had to stop because the heat becamee too much for me and i became very fatiuged. After our game, we went to B's house to rest before our swim, but then decided to go out shopping instead
Both my hair and legs are greatful lol.
Well anyways, B decided that she wanted to be taller than what she all ready was and urged me to wear heels too. At first, i was againt that idea but ended up wearing heels anyways.
I was kinda glad that i did after a few minutes at the mall too. All the women were
soooo tall!
With my 6 inch heels, i was only about 5'10. B with her 4 inch heels was well over six foot and many of the women at the mall were my height or taller
without the heels.
It kinda made me feel uncomfortable, because i never liked being the smaller one in a group of people....
Anywho, we were at
H&M when her bf A calls her and and invites us to dinner at
The Old Spaghetti Factory. At first i didn't want to go; not because i was afriad of being the thrid wheel-- With A and B things arne't awkward. But since going
VEGAN finding resturants that support my diet has been a challenge to say the least. But i gave it a go anyways.
So when we got there and the waitress asked us what we wanted, i asked: '
Is it possible to get an order of garlic bread without the butter and chesse?'. The waitress stumbled around a little bit and then said: '
Did you mean sourdough bread?'.
In no way did i mean sourdough bread. So I asked her again, for garlic bread with no butter and no cheese. Then she said to us as a group '
Let me go get those waters now' and popped on off. We laughed at her awkwardness at my question. I kinda felt bad, but then again, they should have had more choices for people like me.
It was a hassle and the manager even came out to apologize for the inconvince (Note that this is two for two for the managers coming out to a table of mine while i went to that resturant). But i did get what i wanted and was fairly satisfied.
After we all talked and laughed over our meal, B drove me home because i was tired and wanted to talk to Mike. I had been getting the impression that he wanted to be more than friends latley and wanted to talk to him about that.
So as soon as i got home, i hopped on MSN and started up a video chat with him. Sadly, he had sliced his thumb at work
I rather think that he should
NOT work with or around knifes....
At anyrate, we were talking about our day and then he said '
Well you know, i wish i was there with you at dinner so people would know that you were spoken for'
Oh.My.God.
Mike is a good friend of mine so you know, I thought that the date that we had talked about (and WILL be having on a future date) was just something to make me feel better because i was single. I didn't think he was too serious.
But as of yesterday, I found out he was indeed serious. He said that he had wanted to ask me for some time now but between Matt and Willy, he had never had the chance too. Then he asked me point blank- '
Will you be my girl?'
For fucksake! the way i choked up, you would have thought he asked me to marry him! I'm really nervous now. I think Mike is a total hotty one, he has an AMAZING personality two and he
get's me and the crazy things i do.
We even have a love child together! (a pink stuffed teddy bear from build a bear that had nothing on it and took us-not kidding-90 minutes to make lol it can say '
I love you!)
But he's my
friend. I made that mistake with Willy and I'm afraid to do it again. I have mad love for Mike and I don't want to lose what i already have because i got careless again.
Anyways, after my '
Are you forrealz?' moment, I agreed. Shamlessly, i know, I know, but i couldn't help myself.
He told me that he was glad that i had answered yes and happy that dispite the fact that we weren't in person when he asked that he could still see my face and talk with me. Thank the Lord for
Internets and
The YouTubes (Bad old political people joke).
So I guess that means I'm no longer single? After 1 month 2 days and 9 hours(Yup, i have it donw to the hour) i'm accounted for again.
It feels
great to be loved again, and so that there isn't ANY doubt, i do love Mike. But the disastar that was Willy and I is still fresh in my mind and I just really don't want things to go the same way. I'm going to have to set Mike down and tell him all about it in detail ( because the last time, i just skimmed over the important parts as i stuffed my face with yummy soy cream
)
Okay, with that out of the way, I'm pleased to annouce that I have finally gotten off of my lazy ass and have started working on the
NETWORK again and on my original fiction as well as my hit AU Twilight fic
A Place Only We Know If you haven't read it yet, go do so now! Though i am sad to report that i have yet to go through and edit. That's why i need a beta lol.
ANYWAYS I'm tried. So I will leave you with some questions to ponder form my Phlios class.
1) When does life start? How do you know? what proof do you have?
2)What is the soul? How does it interact with the body?
3)Is it right to kill, even if your faith is agaisnt murder, to protect what you believe in?
4) How do you know the differnce between right and wrong?
I hope those questions start to boggle your mind! Think about them-they're basic but deep!
One love always!
